i'm inspired today..this moment.. i'm not going to think too much about the past..think about the future...it's the future that is welcoming me..not the past...but i won't forget about the past..certainly..adapted to 3r1...but i will never forget 2e3..let them had their own life and never interrupt their life again... to turn back time to 2004 is impossible..to change things and make up for everything seems impossible...so..just let it be like this.. regarding my zhongruan..i am determined to improve.. i am going to work hard for it...strive hard for it..for it is not going to come to me... k..that's my conclusion for today... -strive hard for it... -or it's not going to come to you.. -dun dwell on the past.. -all is not lost yet.. -there are still friends to assist you down yr road... -thats what friends are for...